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Dear A,
Everything related to you causes some bitterness i can't explain. Or maybe i can but i don't wanna admit it out loud. I try and I try but it all ends the same. Things tend to take a certain pattern with you that i don't understand, and each time i did i didn't like it. I hope i'm being oversensitive and wrong... I really do because the last thing i ever want is to know (although now it won't be of any effect) that i'm put in a frame where i don't belong again, that i'm taken for granted, or not given my full deserved statement of purpose.


Dear S,
I can't stand the ickiness that follows dealing with you any more. I tried to normalize things but you're just acting too obsessed and push things back to a certain perspective and blame me for it! It's funny how you always tend to apologize a little bit too late. I need a break ... a really good one.



Dear M,
Why is it that i can never restrain myself when u're there? why does everything have to both make sense and not make sense at the same time with you. All i know is this needs to stop. I hope it does when u're back.


Signed,
Emenetsh